To be or Not to be (Choice)

"To be or not to be" a short but very meaningful quote indeed. "Do I really need to do this? Can I just..? I don't know what to do" questions that always puzzle us. I think making decisions are one of the hardest thing to do. We are not perfect. We all make mistakes. But we can't just go on with the flow and rely our lives in destiny. We are the one choosing our own destiny. Whether we choose the right path or the wrong path, in the end it will always be our decision.

We should face our life, it's full of pain, happiness, pleasure, achievements, but we should  leave no path unclaimed.  We sometimes make the wrong decisions but it doesn't mean that you want to have a horrible life, it's just shows that all of us makes mistakes and from these mistakes we learn.

“Just keep asking yourself: What would Jesus not do? He will always be there for us, whether  we had committed the wrong decisions, with GOD nothing is impossible. He wouldn't give us any problem which we can't face.

I have been through struggles and circumstances in life. But it didn't made me weak,it made me into  stronger and better individual.

First choice that I had to make was taking the entrance exam in Cavite National Science High school.

I didn't think twice. I was very much eager to study there.It's in our family. My father is an alumni of CNSHS also my uncles, my cousins etc.

I was very excited entering high school life. It was very different from elementary. There was a time when I was in my first year I had been struggling so much. So much work to do, homework, projects, I am so stressed. I am just freaking out.  But instead of crying I have realized that I can do this, I CHOSE TO STUDY HERE SO FACE IT. I CAN DO THIS. At the end I didn't regret my decision in studying in Cavite National Science High School. I had so many friends, great teachers and I myself turned into a mature individual.

Another one is when I joined Ms.Math Camp. I think it has been 3 years ago. In the first place, I never wanted to join. But I have no choice. The worst part that happened there was what I did. My talent which was very epic . I won't elaborate that much but I think after that my dignity was gone. I don't have a face to show to people. They have been making fun of me after that which I also found funny but guess what is still hurts though. The feeling was full of shame. I am not blaming them to  make fun of it. But every people deserves respect. 

Good thing I am a proactive individual, it's like sure go on teasing me, I don't care. You all will get tired of teasing me.  But because of their insult, I just told myself just let them be. I think I regret  my decision of joining that competition but I think it helped me a lot in controlling my temper. I am  happy and I thanked them for everything because of them I became a better person.

To the people who are reading my blog. It's okay to commit mistakes. Remember don't make others do their decision for you. Have your own decision so that in the end you will not regret it.  DOn't think too much about the  future or about what if I regret everything I did? REMEMBER WHATEVER YOU DO AS LONG AS IT"S FOR YOURSELF YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY. ALSO FACE YOUR PROBLEMS WITH COURAGE. GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.