“Of all the words of mice
and men, the saddest are, "It might have been.”
Regrets... I am pretty sure that we came into the point where we said these things like "If Only" or "Why did I even do this?" Sometimes we do something that we badly wish we could undo. But I believe that these regrets will always be a part of who we are. We make mistakes, we face struggles and life isn't always what we have planned. Let's keep in mind that we are not like our mistakes we are born and here living to shape up our day and our future and that it's alright to regret something.
I am a human being and I have a lot of regrets. Fear has always been the one winning within me. I am always afraid that if I did that something I would regret it for the rest my life. But I guess I was wrong regrets isn't about what you have done it's the things that you did not try to do. It's better if you try because at least you tried and if turned out bad, it doesn't matter because at the end you will be the winner because you overcome your fears and thoughts.
These past years, I had these regrets. (I mean who doesn't) I am a very fun person, I have a lot of friends and I can open up everything to them, but I have always been this quiet person and who does not learn how to fight back and defend myself. The truth is I never get angry, if I do very often and when I get mad to a person minutes later I'm fine. I tend to be quiet when someone insults me or talk bad things about me. I don't answer back or make issues about it. Because it's no big deal for me. But sometimes I realize that I'm stupid and that I should have defend myself sometimes. They use my kindness so much like they ask me to do things like this or like that or to finish everything because they know that I won't get angry. Sometimes, I regret being "too much kind and nice" (I guess)
Another thing I regret the most is being not able to tell everything to my parents. Like if I have problems and what I'm feeling if I like someone or you know something like that. It's really hard for me I don't know why but I always think twice whatever I open to my parents. Compared to my best friends it's a lot easier for me to open up my problems to them or even my secrets. I realized that I have to open up EVERYTHING to my parents because they're my parents and I am 101% sure that they will never leave me and betray me. Maybe I was wrong being secretive and not being open to my parents. At the end they are still my parents, they will always be here for me. I guess the reason why it was hard for me to open up everything to my parents is I was scared, I am scared to what they're going to tell me or say to me. It's like I thought they won't understand me and my best friends can. My best friends will give me advice and they can relate on what I am going through. That's what I thought. But I guess my parents can give better advice because they have gone through this and they will tell me the right things to do.
It's never too late to change. I still got a lot of time to live my life to the fullest!!!
“Our biggest
regrets are not for the things we have done but for the things we haven't done”
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